megwan01.diaryland.com
|
Lance came up...yay Its truly a bad day when you are able to recognize something that will fuck you up for years and years to come. I can see this shit haunting me the day someone asks me out, the day someone confessess their love to me, the day someone proposes to me. Ill think back to the many guys including this one who gave enough to show me they care, and then ran away to fucking germany or to another girl...it hurts you know? Right now I am at a stage where I wonder if I will ever find the guy for me. Every guy I seem to like ends up leaving or telling me an outright no. Its fucked up. If I was a child, I know how to treat it. But Im an adult, and I dont know how to correctly handle rejection or heartbreak (or both). Why can't I just find a guy that MIGHT like me? Even my exes dont like me anymore. Cory doesnt even like me anymore....I just feel like shit right now. I want a guy to hug and to hold. I want to love again. I want to have a simple crush, to not know if the guy likes me or not. I hate knowing, cause its always a bad thing... |
Navigate
|
About Me
|
� 20 years old |
Stalk me
|
I Read
|