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Dramaaaaaa So, I need to update everyone on all that is encircling me. If you want a short, one word summary, drama. Thats all anything is. Gossip, drama, and crap. Lets start with my stuff, not the most interesting or even the most dramatic, but thats only because I dont make it that way. So, Isaac tells me that he has a crush on 2 people. One person named Amber who lives in this dorm, and a person in his math class. I dont have any classes with him, so Im thinking, well I guess he just left me out because it would be weird to say that he liked me...in front of me. I mean, he comes in my room everyday to play video games, and to watch movies with me. We go on a walk about once every other day, and get alot of talking done. He has to like me, right? I mean, he is really nice to me, and he tries really hard to make sure I have a good and accurate impression of him. Like, I will joke around with him about being a typical guy and a pervert, and he will joke with me, and then afterwards say "You know I am not like that right?" So, I gathered he liked me. Well, it seems he only likes me on the weekends...when Amber isnt here. Today, I walked into the hallway and saw him with his arm around her waist talking to someone. How can he go out with Amber and not tell me? Is he really going out with her? So, I dont know anymore. I have been doing alot of thinking, even when he is in the room, and I dont know if I like him or not. Maybe it is one of those things that I liked him because he talked to me. I dont think I can go out with a guy that will only watch action movies, or wont go to see a movie with me, even if I offer to pay for him. He never wants to do anything other than watch action movies and play video games. And I will admit he is a little slow. He failed the math placement exam so right now, in his math class, he is learning how to add. I am dead serious about that. A COLLEGE STUDENT LEARNING HOW TO ADD! He will ask me at least twice a day what a word I say means, and I am not used to that at all. I am used to people talking to me and making me feel like an idiot, not the other way around. Its just weird. That and the fact I would have so many people make fun of me behind my back for going out with him. People come up to me even now and say "I think Isaac likes you" with an evil smirk on their face. I know what they are thinking, and if I went out with him, I would be afraid to be around anyone with him. So maybe its a good thing I didnt ask him out or take it to the next level. So thats whats going on with me, plus the fact I havent taken my depression medicine and I get teary eyed about everything.... Melissa has enough drama for the both of us. She all of a sudden had 5 guys that liked her once I roomed with her. When she was with heidi, she would never talk because she was so angry and frustrated with heidi (for good reasons too). Now that I am with her and she feels comfortable talking, guys are suddenly attracted to her. One eventually we found out didnt like her, he was just being touchy feely like he usually is. One asked her out on a date and she basically ditched him...unintentionally but he hasnt came around since then. One was Isaac, but he was just joking around with me and made sure of the fact that I knew he didnt like her. And so now we are down to 2. Matt and Brady. Matt asked her out, they went out for a couple hours and then she wrote him a note saying she needed to know him better before this went any further. She only knew him one day before she learned he liked her. And then Brady has liked her for 6 months, but has yet to say soemthing. He is one of those really quiet guys, and is too shy to say anything. Well, when he found out he probably missed his chance, he went to heidi to talk about it. Heidi basically forced him to go ask Melissa out because she was rooting for him and Heidi always has to have her way. So, he came over yesterday and both of them sat and stared at each other in total silence for about 10 minutes. He said something like "Wow this is awkward" a couple of times, but that was it. They made arrangements to talk today and never did. So thats whats going on with her. Matt is a nice guy, but he is a sexaholic...and a drinker...in a dorm that doesnt allow drinking, drugs, or smoking. Melissa is so againstn drinking...and doesnt want to have sex until she is married. So they have some obstacles in their path. I have been thinking about cory...local cory for awhile now. He really is a nice guy. I know I change my opinion on him alot, but now that he is giving me some space, I like him alot more. He asked me if I wanted to go to florida with him and his family....for christmas and my birthday. It was sweet of him to ask though. He is the only one that ever seems to want to cheer me up, or even care about me. I love him...I do... So, Im going to bed now. I have a crapload of stuff to do tommorow so I better rest up. I guess thats it for me :) Night everyone |
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