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Bum fucking egypt Wow. Today was up there on the badong scale (a scale cory created of the bad/wrong things that happen on a day). You wanna hear about it? Im sure you dont. Anyways, I wake up this morning, and dad takes me to school. The car breaks down on the way there, so Im late. I forget to take my lexapro, so I am already in a crappy mood. I go to child development and anything anyone did was annoying to me. I got so bored I was keeping tally in my head how many times 3 people said "I" or "Me". After 25 for this one girl I gave up and started on my calculator game. Then they call me up to the office to give me an in school suspension for not turning in the fucking emergency blue card. I go back, all pissed off. Then on the bus Alana and I were talking about cory and lizhan chimes in with "Ewww....have you ever seen him?". Right after she said it she knew she shouldnt have said it. I keep getting reminders of why I hated that girl last year. So that pissed me off even more of the shear superficialness of people. Then I get in the car and my mom laughs at the in-school suspension and tells me that I "had to get one before high school was over, you wouldnt be normal if you didnt". Then I go to work and we have 6 people working in one little area with the busiest night of the year going on. It was crazy and of course you know who had to do all the dirty work. There is also another megan now so thats confusing. Then Im driving home and I see the bastard Jimmy is still alive. That was fun.... But on a good note 3 people told me I looked pretty even though I looked like shit. You could see it in there faces that all they were trying to do was cheer me up. Oh and it was 3 girls by the way. One of them was my mom... University of Maine doesnt have any program where a prospective can spend the night, but they did tell me the dates in which I can schedule an interview. I may do that... I dont know though. I just dont... Yesterday I was all ready and set to get on and have a talk with cory about all of this, but when I got picked up from school katie was with mom. Katie got a ride home from work from her, so I thought "Ok, Ill just tell katie I have to talk to cory." I get home and the fucking electricity is off and was off until 4 and the internet was off until 5. Its a sign, I sware, so I think I am going to stay here for christmas. Its my last christmas Ill be home for christmas, and a very special birthday (18!) and everyones right. I went up to Maine once for cory and now its his turn. If he decides he doesnt want to and wants to be with his family more, I completely understand. Our lives arent connected anymore and he needs to decide what is better for him. Its too hard for me to hang on to this boy and his memories when I never see him, talk to him, etc. I just...I dont know. So how is everybody else? |
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