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dot dot dot Oh yeah, this is great. My computer is screwing on me. My internet doesnt work, my space bar doesnt work. Yeah, this is great. I have to slam the button to get it to work. Grrrr....anyways, last night was a blast. I had lizhan over and we hung out a little bit and then went to go see Mothman again at the movies. We got there, and sat down and 5 preps come and sit right in front of us. It was soo annoying, they would laugh and talk the whole time, and at every somewhat scary part, they would all simeoutaneously(lol, Im not even going to try to spell that right) jump out of there seats and scream. Me and lizhan were going to kick there chairs at the scariest parts, but I didnt want the preps turning around and yelling at me. That would have been really scary. Last night, when me and lizhan were getting out of the car at the movies, sarah saw us and was sooo embarassed. That depressed me a little bit. I mean, I know its normal to be embarassed when you see a family member, it just hurt me a little bit to know that shes embarassed of me. At least lizhan was there with me though. It was cool after that. We didnt see cheese :( sniff sniff. I think he quit his job there. We will have to investigate that. Lol, it was sooo funny in computer class the other day. As you know, I promised myself I was going to tell ben off the next time I see him. Lol, well heres how it went: Scene: Megan is sitting at her computer working on her hangman project. Ben walks over to her. Ben:(hits megan with a folder to get her attention)Hey Megan says nothing Ben:Hello? Megan still says nothing Ben: (a little louder) Maybe you didnt hear me, Hello megan Megan: I heard you Ben:Ok, then why didnt you say hi? Megan: Cause I didnt want to... Ben:Ok, whats up? Megan: Nothing Ben:(pause) ok....now is the time you ask me whats up Megan: Ummm...no Ben: why not? Megan: Cause I really dont care... Ben: that hurt....(walks away) I hate the way he acts like he cares what I think, but doesnt really. Its like either be my friend or stay the hell away from me. At least that will keep him away for about a week. You know what annoys me? Your talking to someone about a conversation and you have to be like"And she was like....and he was like......and they were like..." I hate doing that, it makes me feel like I have no vocabulary whatsoever. Thats why I didnt even bother trying to explain the conversation in any other format then a play thing. Weekends suck. I actually think I enjoy going to school more. I get way too bored here, and its more interesting there. I am actually communicating with people at school, I get to have a good reason to get away from sarah, I learn stuff. Yeah, I know I am not normal. Most people I know are like "Omg, school is such a drag" but thats because they have stuff to look forward to after school. *Sigh* Do I talk about school to much? I think I do, see thats the only thing I have to talk about though, I mean, I could just talk about what music I am listening to, or how comfortable this chair is, but I think that the school stuff is more interesting to read so, yeah. If you have a problem with reading about my school stuff, then dont read it. Sniff sniff. Last night sitting in the movie theaters, I felt so alone. I mean, lizhan was there, but thats the only person I ever do anything with anymore. Shes the only person that I feel comfortable enough to do stuff with. Maybe next weekend Ill get Jacqueline or Karhan over here. Karhan will be tougher than Jacqueline cause she has horses to tend to everyday. I tried to get her to come and sleepover once but she could only come for like a couple hours. That left me stuck with lizhan and Jacqueline who are like best friends so its like, oh yeah, im the third wheel here.... I walked to cvs today and there was this lady there who told me I looked alot like this girl she knew. You know how many times I have gotten that? I seriously think that there is some pour soul out there that is my twin. I mean, in the last two weeks I have had 3 people tell me I look so familiar. I dont think I even wanna know what she looks like. I mean, would you wanna know what your twin looked like? It would just bring me down, to see her and she be really ugly. Ill probably meet her one day soon, that ought to be great. I wonder if she gets the same from people, probably not since nobody knows me. Ok, this is starting to really annoy me now. I hate not being able to get on the internet, it really sad but I feel like I have to be able to get on the internet, download music, and talk to people on aim all at the same time to be content. Thats what I usually do and when I cant do any of those things, it really annoys me. Like right now, I am listening to music, but I am disconnected from the internet. I am typing this in a word document cause my internet wont let me log in to diaryland, and I am hitting the space bar really hard every freaking second. Maybe its just my pms, but it is really aggrevating me. I am not even going to bother signing on to aim cause everytime I try to talk to people it will sign me off every five seconds, and then they get mad at me for "abandoning" them and then yeah.... You know what? I think I might be able to forget about Jimmy. He told me that he wants me to just erase him from my mind and I am in the process of doing that. I blocked him for good on aim, and I am trying to refrain from reading his diary entries. It still though might take me a couple weeks though. Oh well... Ok, well thats all for todays episode. I am going to get ready for my saturday night alone :). I am going to watch tv, lounge, eat, take a long shower, and relax. That sounds like so much fun. I love being in solitude. Byes :) |
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