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one year later So an update on my life is in order. It has been almost a year since I have updated this diary and ... well why the hell not? So lets go over the list from the previous entry: 1) My dad currently has a job...but since he gets paid on commission IF THAT, its rarely enough to support the 3 out of 4 family members that live in virginia... 2)Sadly we still do not have insurance. 3)I am going to have to look for health insurance for the first time on my own. Talk about becoming a grown up... 4)I may possibly still be at a low in my life BUT the good news is that I have a job. I know, finally right? 5)I have money now but I am not as confident as I would like to be at this job. I guess that comes with the territory of being me though. Skipping to 8... Grandma died. It was actually a relief to the family, although we all do miss her. The alzheimers was driving everyone around her to the brink of insanity and it really took a toll on my mother, who is the foundation of the Kelly family. Skipping to 10....no more sleeping disorder, although it is possible I am addicted to sleeping pills from rite aid. Every once in a while I test out my addiction to them by not taking them. I AM able to sleep without them so I feel alright about this. Skipping to 12...I did end up taking practicum and getting an A in the course. It was really helpful to have that course because it pulled me out of my slump and made me be responsible for my actions. I even made dean's list last semester. My gpa is still above 3.0 which is incredible after realizing how long I went through withdrawal from that evil EVIL drug adderall. And more to come on my life. I am trying to decide if I should start a brand spanking new diary for the new chapters to come in my life. Some ups and downs, but I know its time for me to grow up and deal with some of this shit that is holding me back... like my self confidence.... thats pretty much the core of my issues right there. Ill get back to you later. |
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